hai! hai! kalo lagi ga ada kerjaan, mampir sini matanya, mas, mbak. dibaca dulu silahkan~ tapi ini cuman pengen ngepos iseng doang sih. kali kali diantara kalian ada yg lagi browsing, tapi bingung mau ngapain lagi yah (saking seringnya browsing). siapa tau situs situs yg sering gue buka ini bermanfaat buat kalian HOHO.

berdasarkan startpage Chrome gue, inilah situs2 yg menduduki peringkat teratas "Most Viewed" *tiup terompet* :

1. animeplus.tv

HAHAHAHAHA i dont even know why, sering banget mampir kesini. bukan cuma mampir sih, menetap kali ya -_- awalnya gara2 anime Ouran High School Host Club. habis itu nagih nyari2 anime ber-genre Shoujo lain lain. nyasar deh sampe nonton Itazura na Kiss, Kare Kano, Bokura ga Ita, terus sekarang lagi Special A. anime yang ga penting semua sih tapi buat hiburan ini menghibur banget lol.......

2. fairytailonlinetv.com

okay, dont judge -_- emang top teratas anime semua (ya ampun well jauh2 di jerman nonton anime mulu), tapi ga semua kok *_* ini semua gara2 makhluk namanya Fhassi yang tega nyimpen Fairy Tail anime di laptopnya terus ngebiarin gue nonton terus ngebiarin gue jadi suka banget. dia memang jahat, guys :| tapi emang seru!!!!!!! *bela diri*

3. youtube.com

kalo ini sih wajar ya. dari liat yang paling random kayak Harlem Shake original Army Ver, sampe video perbandingan Samsung Galaxy S2 dan S3 -_- liat video2 kpop, liat video2 artis youtube, sampe kepoin video orang yg gue kenal *ups ketauan*. all you can see lah~

4. ebay.de

ini baru semingguan ini sih demen buka ebay. nyari barang2 murah....... maklum kehidupan student disini sangat tergantung dengan jumlah euro yang ada di rekeningnya. jadi mikirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr dulu banyak2 kalo mau bebelian(?).

5. situs download (keepvid.com dan mp3skull.com)

tanpa keterangan :|

6. jejaring sosial

macam Facebook dan Twitter. atau yang baru baru macam Soundcloud, mungkin?

7. frieda.hs-coburg.de/netstorage/

kalo ini............... buat ambil materi pelajaran/nyerahin tugas. oke ini ga penting -_-

itu aja sih guys kayaknya. maaf kalo ga membantu sama sekali wakakakaka :D 

selamat lanjut browsing!

salam hangat dingin dari Jerman, guys!

sekarang gue udah resmi jadi anak kuliahan hahaha. sounds fun, right? sebenernya gue ngincer Medical Faculty, tapi karna banyak banget halangannya (baca: undangan buat ikut tes cuman 1 univ yang keluar), jadi terpaksa tertunda dulu semester ini. daaaaaaan it means, sekarang major gue Teknik di STK Hochschule Coburg :| it's okay since there are many reasons why i love staying in Coburg, and why i looooooooove my classmates!

THIS IS COBURG!

Coburg bukan kota besar kayak Berlin, Frankfurt, Hamburg. dia cuma kota kecil di daerah bagian Bayern. iya Bayern iya. that means, biaya hidup lo bakal sedikit lebih mahal ya-_- leteh ngirit e wkwk. tapi enak deh kotanya ga hectic, woles lah. ke pusat kotanya lo bisa jalan doang cuman 15 menit paling. orangnya juga ramah ramah, contohnya di apartemen gue. they all say "hello" and "tschuess" pas ketemu di lift. bahkan ada yg ngajak ngobrol, nanya2 yagitu deh pokoknya.

hal kedua yg bikin gue agak males ngejar tes Medizin lagi dan ninggalin Coburg adalah MY CLASS! gue masuk di kelas Internasional dulu, because they have to make sure kita bisa ngikutin pelajaran nanti pas udah gabung sama anak2 asli jerman.

just so you know, di kelas ini gue sama Gitta sama Revi are the only girls. HAHAHA-_- sedih, karna agak susah make friends sama cowok2. seneng, karna berasa ratu (?) yah lupakan.

ada trio Guatemala namanya Santiago, Walid sama Franz. ada orang2 Maroko namanya Almontacer, Reda, Hassan, Agourame, Abdellah sama Illias. ada orang Meksiko namanya Philip (waspada ini orang agak cacad wkwkwk nyablak banget). ada orang Peru namanya Louis. ada orang Albania namanya Kris (ini mirip Viktor Krum). ada orang Etiopia cooooy jauh kan hahahaha namanya Buruk (please dont translate it to Indonesian-_-). dan ada orang Indonesia lagi satu namanya Dariant. mau yg ganteng? adaaaa. mau yg lucu? adaaaa. mau yg asik? adaaaa. mau yg pinter juga adaaaa. lucu aja kelas ini gue suka. dan disini gue dipanggil Rafiqoh hahahahahahahahahahaha.

Hey Rafiqoh! Wie geht's?

 but i should tell you that this is THE WORST WINTER EVER. bahkan orang2 jerman sendiri bilang "es ist der schlimmste Winter". ga kelar2 gila. today and tomorrow and the day after , the sun shines. after that, snow comes again. when will it be the spring that you guys talked about? was ist der Fruehling eigentlich? kenne ich nicht :"|

okaaaaaay. short post. i hope it's enough to describe how am i doing here. i'll post again later on. see you guys! <3

hi pals! it's me again, after all exams that i've been through, after that long journey just to get that Faculty Medicine, it comes to a new beginning.

"maksudnya new beginning, well?"

ya itu. kadang, rencana yang udah lo buat dan lo yakin bakal dijalanin berakhir ga sesuai harapan. malah bahkan, melampaui harapan lo sendiri yang lo ga pernah terpikir. contoh: GUE.

yeah i was once dreamed, i wanna enroll a university abroad. dan itu cuma sekilas mimpi, ga pernah gue pikirin lagi selanjutnya. gue berencana masuk Pendidikan Dokter di universitas yang gue pengenin di Indonesia. but, it's not fucking easy, dear~~~ i've tried so many times and i just got bumped everytime. i felt like "God, i'm a dumb, really".

di ujung-ujung pengharapan, akhirnya sekitar bulan Agustus awal, mama nelfon, ngasih tau ada program studi ke Jerman.

JERMAN, MA?! ................................. 

sejauh-jauhnya mimpi gue cuma ke Australia (re: nyusul pacar). i was like "wtf, itu jauh banget!"

yah tapi why not? kalo ada kesempatan kan. akhirnya, gue ambil and HERE I AM. di Jakarta Selatan, terdampar di Kemang (re: daerah anak gaul dan bule) buat kursus bahasa Jerman sampe Desember nanti.

gue gasuka di Kemang :( tempat makan elite semua dan mahal, mau warteg tapi jauh banget. terus suka macet gitu hhh. hidup ~_~

and you guys should always pray for me, ya! viel Gluck fur meine Aufnahme test hier und Studienkolleg test dort:) i will go to Germany on January, 2014 with my friends who also take course at the Exzellenz Institut. Good Luck for us!!! g&k.

We, met for the first time years ago and then fell in love at first sight
Baby, wherever i go, you stand by my side like a shadow
Now and then, there are so many many things to prove our love
Even when I’m hurt, even when I fall, she’s the only one remaining by my side

*Baby baby baby baby baby, let’s never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, the one who i choose is only you

Even to my tears, even to my little smiles.. Do you know?
That it all came from you

Don’t say such things like you’ve gotten old already because I make you worry so much
No matter how I look at it, for me, there is no one in this world that is as beautiful as you are (don’t even say such things)
I don’t know why you keep staying with me. And also I’m sorry because I am not enough for you
But still try to believe. I will I will do well

*Baby baby baby baby baby, let’s never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, the one who i choose is only you
Even to my tears, even to my little smiles.. Do you know?
That it all came from you

Even if it seems the words ‘There is no one but you’ looks so obvious , how do I show you my heart?
Even though we fight, even when we say we hate (each other) to death, doesn’t your heart know already?
Those days of only beautiful things, seeing together only the good things about us, eating together, having fun together, crying together and laughing together
Thank you for believing in me that i won’t fall and for standing by my side. Really thank you

*Baby baby baby baby baby, let’s never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, the one who i choose is only you

I will always thank you and love you

-  Super Junior

June, 7th 2012. 9.31. i am writing this post. well, tiba tiba pengen aja curhat di blog. firstly, thanks Allah, the only God yang Maha Segalanya udah ngasih saya kesempatan buat ikut dalam SNMPTN Undangan 2012. gue bersyukur banget jadi salah satu orang yg beruntung bisa ikutan jalur undangan. tapi gue juga harus tetep bersyukur dan lapang dada, kalo ternyata gue ngga cukup beruntung buat lolos SNMPTN Undangan tersebut.

guys, this is still the biggest shocktherapy i've ever had :( you can't imagine how speechless i was when i saw the result. mau nangis aja rasanya udah gabisa, saking kecewanya gue. gue cuma diem, meratiin itu tulisan satu-satu. siapa tau aja ada yang salah. but, no. this was not my way to enroll the university.

gue sedih? iya. kecewa? banget. tapi yaudahlah ga perlu dipikirin. artinya gue harus fokus ke jalur yang lain, dan disini lah gue. di Depok bareng2 fadhila, sila, momod, adhan, farhan, denny, alief, bimbel intensif buat persiapan snmptn jalur ujian tulis.

maaf ya entri kali ini agak2 mellow ~_~ gue masih mikir sampe sekarang, apa cuma dengan cara masuk FK baru orangtua gue bisa bangga? :( kenapa sih semua FK dimana mana jadi favorit? gue ngerasa kemampuan gue ga nyampe kesana, ga bakal bisa lolos FK (kecuali mukjizat). intinya gue takut banget, udah ngabisin uang orangtua buat bimbel, buat ongkos pkp-depok, living cost disini, daftar ujian sana sini, then i get nothing. sumpah, i'm on the highest level of scared. gue takut ngecewain orang tua, takut.

kenapa sih gue diharuskan masuk FK? gue merasa ngga sepinter itu................apa gue bisa? sekarang, gue cuma bisa usaha, usaha semaksimal mungkin, belajar supaya kemungkinan buat lulus semakin besar. ya Allah, malu banget rasanya cuma inget Allah di saat gue lagi sedih, lagi susah, lagi lemah, astaghfirullahaladzim. maafin hamba, ya Allah. bantu hamba buat ngelewatin semua ini, supaya ngga ngecewain orang orang tersayang. ya Allah, hamba mohon ridho-Mu :(

usaha, doa, tawakal. semangat, Wella! masih ada waktu buat usaha dan berdoa lebih giat! don't give up, you can't just skip this chance away! :")

kay, guys. it was my first experience on watching idol's concert. as you see the title, it was Super Junior's concert at Jakarta, Indonesia. well, you couldn't imagine how excited i was when this event was confirmed by Showmaxx Ent! ><

*left to right* me, anggun, nana, jehi, fani.

yg nemenin gue ngantri dr jam 1 siang sampe setengah 6 (120428)

I bought two tickets, on 28 i got the Superbox C (standing) and on 29 was the Junior VIP M tix (seating). hahahahaha i almost spent my whole money for these currrazy things ~_~

i was so so so amazed and entertained with SJ's performance >< they really brought the joy for ELF there. apalagi yg waktu opening pake lagu Superman, baru kepala kepala doang muncul dari jauh item2 gue udah lompat2 teriak ~_~ *abaikan* walopun cape berdiri terus yah 3 jam lebih tp worth it loh, bisa liat dr deket banget!

bahkan gue masih sempet cubit2 pipi apa mimpi apa bukan, saking ga percayanya. but, for me the most flawless men are Donghae and Hyukjae!!! can't stop spazzing about them, can't stay calm even if they appeared only on the VCR lol :D

their voice r great! esp Kyuhyun and Yesung. well, their recorded voices on the CDs are exactly the same if you listen to it LIVE. no doubt, thumbs up! :D

Ryeowookie is like my younger sister, hahahaha he ran and jumped here and there, smiled widely and waved smoothly. he was so cute even when he performed a bit sexy dance with Moves Like Jagger song >< Teukie is the most kind leader in the world, he bowed much to us, waved much, made eye contact. Siwon was swag *_* Sungmin was so cute like a rabbit, except when he performed One In A Million, too much sexiness ==" and Shindong was so cool when he danced to Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi by Vidi Aldiano :D

i never regret those moments, esp when Donghae looked at me, smiled and waved u,u most unforgettable moment. the fanchants were so loud! <3 and the sapphire blue ocean...

[the stage]

[sapphire blue ocean from junvip M]

[stage after concert from superbox C]

see you next time, oppars. 

-Indonesia gadis ^^

the very first thing to say is A HUGE SORRY for not coming to your birthday party. sebenernya gue tau, itu bukan cuma 'yasinan' biasa. gue tau itu juga sekaligus acara ulang tahunnya elu yg ke-17. tapi, gue malu. sekali lagi ya, gue malu dateng kesana ga bawa apa2 buat elu == petantang petenteng dateng with no birthday present? well....... then i chose not to come at all.

gue kira itu bukan masalah besar, tapi habis baca postingannya di blog gue merasa agak 'tersentil' hahahaha. gue inget banget, pas gue ulang tahun ke 16, malem sebelumnya dia nanya gue suka barang mana pas di naughty? gue bilang aja tas yg biru corak bunga itu. eh besoknya dia ngadoin gue itu. unexpectedly.

hey one of my close friend, temen galau masalah kuliah, temen nonton film, rekan debat, cewe yang hidupnya paling blak blakan (lol), so sorry for not coming. give you a birthday present soon, honey ;)

being the 3rd grader of senior high school is suck when you're on the edge of graduation.

BINGO! itu bener banget. gue, sebagai siswi yg bentar lagi mau UN, dan bentar lagi juga mau KULIAH, sekali lagi merasakan apa itu yg namanya 'galau'. galau gara gara masalah perkuliahan ini lebih menyiksa, soalnya kalo salah langkah, bisa berakibat ke masa depan dan buang buang uang, man. gila. apalagi pas gue liat web resmi SNMPTN '12 nyesek banget T_T


gue galau masalah jurusan. galau mau milih uni mana. galau mau ngambil undangan kemana. galau galau galau.


gue bahkan pernah mikir, kenapa kkm sekolah gue ga 90 aja sekalian. biar gue bisa bersaing sama anak-anak jawa. gue sedikit iri, anak-anak jawa kayaknya agak lebih gampang dapet PTN yg bagus dan well-known. gue? buat ikut snmptn undangan ini cuma bermodalkan nilai rata2 rapot 86,93......................................damn itu bakal dengan mudah dicampakkan oleh anak-anak jawa yg nilainya segede gaban T_T


jadi, orang tua nyuruh gue ngambil FK. sebenernya gue gamau ngambil FK. alasannya?

1. FK peminatnya banyak, saingannya banyak
2. FK musti liat darah dan mayat. (gue liat temen berdarah jarinya kena pisau aja udah lemes lutut -_-)
3. FK passing gradenya pasti selalu tinggi -_- (dan gue bukan jenis orang yg pinter2 banget)

tapi yang gue tau, jadi dokter itu bakal sejahtera hahahahaha =_= dan daripada gue nentang orang tua dan ga berkah kuliahnya, mending gue turutin aja dah. semoga aja gue ga pingsan melulu pas praktek *berasa udah pasti dapet fk* -_-

dan uni pilihan gue ada beberapa nih: UI, Unair, Unsri, Undip. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, demi apapun gue pengen banget dapet FKUI *nangis bombay* dan yg bikin gue galau adalah:

• karena gue wilayah Sumatra, otomatis peluang ke Unsri lebih gede kan. dan orang tua gue jg ngebet banget nyuruh gue di Unsri. well, insyaallah dapet lah undangan Unsri.....................KALO AJA KUOTANYA BUKAN 20 DOANG. gilaaaaaaa, anak orang yg mau jadi dokter bejibun gitu yg dicomot cuma 20???!!! sakit jiwa. dan gue pun galau...
• UI dan Unair. walaupun secara peluang, kesempatannya lebih besar dan kursinya lebih banyak, tapi kembali ke awal bahwa anak-anak jawa itu nilainya pada segede gaban o_O rada impossible lah kayaknya ~_~
• Undip. menurut web snmptn, yg mau masuk FK Undip itu banyak pake banget! jadi mikir berkali-kali kalo ngajuin undangan ke FK Undip -_-
• gue sebenernya pengen dapet Unsri di undangan ini lah. jadi ntar ujian tertulis sama mandiri, gue ngejer2 UI sampe dapet ~_~ tapi dengan kuota 20 orang, HOW COME? dan gue pun galau.......

Ya Allah, show me the right way, please.......................hhhh. dan gue pun galau......

@ Es Teller 77 with Gerro ;)

Bajaj Time with Anggun

@ A&W with Anggun (again)

Waiting for the movie to start with Gerro & Sisca

On Photobooth with the three of them :D

On the way to the airport :D

Wet! Wet! @ OPI Waterfun!

Omg heartbeatttt! \m/ Banana Boat <3

Preparing ourselves to kiss the water!

LOL Banana Boat was terribly exciting :p

i was tagged at one of Bunga's post on her blogspot, that was kind of game called ELEVEN. well, in this post i'd like to write 11 things about me and answer 11 questions from Bunga, just like what she instructed me to do. here you go!

• 11 things about me:

1. biasa dipanggil Wella, tapi pengen dipanggil Piko. sounds more manly, hm?
2. have a pair of big round eyes with no eyelid lol i love the oddity of them :p
3. recently called "Owl" by some of my friends -_-
4. punya cara nangis yg bikin mata ga bengkak besoknya hahahaha hebat kan
5. craving for SS4 or ITNW
6. pengen bisa popping hehe ._.v
7. always catch the words from people whom i love to my mind, so beware of your words :)
8. bukan orang yang rapi dan bukan orang yang rajin, tapi suka merhatiin orang lain
9. pengen banget masuk UI, don't know why exactly
10. someday would like to visit Venice, Paris and Seoul
11. is now stuck with someone.

• 11 questions from Bunga:

1. lagi ngapain?

• lagi download lagu-lagu, denger lagu-lagu, duduk, nafas.

2. 5 lagu yang paling sering didenger akhir akhir ini

• The Script - Nothing
• The Script - For The First Time
• Katy Perry - The One That Got Away
• Simple Plan - Jet Lag
• Rihanna - We Found Love

3. benda apa yang wajib dibawa kalo mau liburan?

• baju, celana, facial foam, sandal

4. pernah pacaran berapa kali?

• 5 kali

5. suka warna apa? kenapa?

• biru, just because.

6. tinggi badannya berapa?

• 157 cm mungkin ya

7. makanan favorit

• siomay butura -.-

8. kapan terakhir kali nangis? gara gara apa?

• last night, you-know-why.

9. yang dinilai dari lawan jenis kalo pertama kali ketemu

• eyes.

10. seberapa sering hang out sm temen temen?

• pasti ada dalam seminggu

11. pendapat lo tentang Bunga Ramdhana ~(^_^)~

• Bunga itu manja, TIKnya pinter, suka gandeng-gandeng tangan temennya hahaha

• 11 questions from me to the next tagged people

1. suka koreaan? siapa?

2. liburan kemaren kemana aja? sama siapa?

3. motif floral/stripes?

4. 5 recently listened songs

5. most favorite place?

6. terakhir ranking berapa? puas ga?

7. mau lanjut sekolah dimana? jurusan apa?

8. physically, suka lawan jenis yang...............?

9. sering ngepoin mantan? siapa hayooo hahahaha

10. most wanted thing now?

11. satu kata buat Wella?

and i tag 11 people, do as i did ya :D

1. Adel

2. Abel

3. Tama

4. Sarah Max

5. Lala

and the next 6 people would be people who wants to participate ^^

jika ada orang yg menjaga dia lebih dari saya menjaganya

jika ada orang yg memperhatikan dia lebih dari saya memperhatikannya

jika ada orang yg mengingatkan dia lebih dari saya mengingatkannya

jika ada orang yg menyemangati dia lebih dari saya menyemangatinya

jika ada orang yg membuat dia tersenyum dan tertawa lebih dari saya membuatnya tersenyum dan tertawa

jika ada orang yg membuat dia menangis kurang dari saya membuatnya menangis

jika ada orang yg lebih menyayangi dia lebih dari saya menyayanginya

dan jika ada orang yg lebih mencintai dia lebih dari saya mencintainya,

maka buatlah saya melupakan perasaan ini dan merelakannya, Tuhan.

jika tidak ada, mengapa jalannya begitu sulit dan sakit?

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart

While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration


Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,


She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,

I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it god's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,


Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gonna start by

Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time


[x3]

Oooooo


She's in line at the DOLE*

With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my pride


But we both know how,

How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,


Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard,


Oh these times are hard,

Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

The Script - For The First Time

don't ask me to move on. don't ask me to open my heart for anyone else. don't ask me to stop loving.

ask me to stay. ask me to open my heart just for you. ask me to keep loving.

twice, you asked me to be on your side as your partner and your lover. i never rejected it. with my pleasure i said i would love to. but twice, you left. WHY THE EFF YOU SHOULD GIVE UP? is there any way that you can stay?

suddenly, wanna eat this cake........

suddenly, wanna get a message on bbm like this.........

i know it's wrong, but sorry. i have fallen for you too deep and i think i can't get out of it.

people say i'm a fool but what can i do then? ily, still.

hahahaha, i know y'all think that the title is fckn too long. i take it from the lyrics of a song, Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls (if i'm not mistaken). i'm not exaggerating, that's really how i feel. umm... let me tell you a story.

it was a beautiful day, and then a girl checked her phone. she was wondering if there was any message from her faraway boyfriend. very beloved boyfriend. she has just finished doing some exercises so she was sweating all over her body. and the very beautiful day suddenly turned out into a very unexpectably-extremely-bad only by a sentence. "i can't go anymore"

the girl thought positively and smiled, "ahaaaa my man is funny, i know he's joking". but actually her boyfriend was not joking at all. then her boyfriend told this girl, "i need you and dying to see you, but it's so hard and likely impossible. then my feeling has changed, idkw now i consider you as my sister."

the girl was like WHAT THE F. she felt, she has done the best to him. she has been a very patient and passionate girlfriend she could be. she never tought, this relationship which is already got many challenge and difficulties would end this fast. she never thought of losing him, she never imagined life without him. it was her most-unwanted-thing in life. yeah, y'all can imagine that the girl really really didn't want this to happen. not for the second time.


-------are you  tired of seeing the same person everyday?-------


her boyfriend told her that he was tired of the distance. -----why should you lose from the distance and give up? why should you be this weak?----- he didn't know when he'll come back, so he didn't want to make the girl waiting for something unclear. he was afraid that if someday he might cheat with another girl while he was being in a relationship with the girl, he didn't want to make the girl sad and hurt.
the girl remembered, that he ever said he didn't want to lose her for the second time. words were just words. he couldn't prove it. the girl was so deadly disappointed. she already had a high expectation and it's all now broken.
a relationship couldn't be a relationship if one of them gives up. so, the girl let him to decide that they should continue or end this up. but the boy couldn't make sure what he wanted to do. he was confused. after the long conversation, the girl gave him some days to think and decide.
the girl could not concentrate on anything she did. the next day, the boy already talked to his mom (it proved that he was so confused) and decided. actually, the girl already knew the decision even if he didn't talk. so, he decided to end the relationship up. the girl felt so fucking sad and cried so fucking much :"""""( but she couldn't do anything to make him stay. who knows that he was more sick of this?
the girl feel lost, lost half of her. lost her gravity. lost her spirit. but she didn't stop hoping and believing. now, the girl just hopes that the boy won't have another girl so fast because she knows she needs years to forget all of the memories.

------ cause everything you do and words you say, you know that it all takes my breath away. and now i'm left with nothing ------

the girl is still wishing that someday he will come back hahahahaha call her stupid, but this happens for real. lalalalalala~ life is unexpectable, sometimes your very unwanted thing just happens to you. thanks for being the most beautiful memories and being the hardest part to let go, fma :")

there are so many simple things which are loved by girls, that sometimes guys don't realize esp. for you who is doing long distance relationship, since you can't meet or even phone your lover. this is my own list.

1. saying 'good night, i love you' to end the conversation at night.

2. starting the day with "good morning <3"

3. giving spirits when girls have to face some exams or competitions

4. giving more attention when girls get sick

5. a cute morning call

6. saying "happy anniversary" first

7. writing a romantic expression on the wall or mention

8. sending a voice note, whatever it is and however it sounds

9. sending a picture, whatever it is and however it looks

10. telling the girls that they're beautiful as always

11. using a picture with the girl as dp or avatar

12. telling the girl to wait for guy to come back

guys, you know what? girls feel like flying to get those simple things.

umm, well actually it's (really) not what we usually call "dating" but i can't find another way lol~ we're in 2 different continent -_- ugh, he's in australia, me? in south east asia. yeahhhh it's not so far but still............it is long-distance-relationship -..-

since we can't meet face-to-face, talk directly, oh man......even just to call him is way too expensive..... hahahaha then we have to find a new way to (at least) decrease the missing-feeling. we got SKYPE! yeay~~~

i got more photos, but they're on my blackberry~ i just have this on my pc. hahahaha it's a cute way, rite? :P yes, it's only a screen but we still can do many silly things, tease each other, we can TALK (yeah \m/), the most important things are i can see his face and i can hear his laugh :****

ps: come home fasteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!!!! :)

cuma mau sharing pendapat aja sih hehe. pada tau boyband kan? grup musik cowo, identik sama korea selatan. emang sih korsel penyumbang boyband terbesar, tapi ada juga kok negara2 lain yang juga punya boybands. langsung aja yah, gue mau kalian liat sendiri. ini gue kasih video boyband yang BARU DEBUT sekitar 2 bulanan. dan umur mereka muda2 banget ~_~ ini fakta aja bahwa boyband-boyband korsel yg udah debut itu bukan sekedar jadi, INSTAN, atau apalah. mereka bener2 dipersiapin untuk itu. check it fellas, here we go!

 *BOYFRIEND*

practicing dance "let's get it started"

dancing skill of the maknae lines

nah 2 video itu nunjukkin dancing skill mereka. you know what? lead dancer mereka itu, No Minwoo berumur 16 tahun -..- gila yeeeh. terus ini gue kasih lagi video total performance mereka ^^

Live Performance "Boyfriend"

Live Performance "You And I"

dan mereka baru ngeluarin 1 MV (Music Video)! ini niiiih~

Boyfriend - Boyfriend MV

bukannya mau menjelek-jelekkan boyband negara sendiri, tapi gimana sih kalo dibandingin sama yang ini?

SM*SH - I Heart You

bukan dilihat dari muka atau fisik ya, yang terpenting dari boyband itu adalah skill. singing skill, dancing skill, itu harus bener2 STAND OUT! so, SM*SH, you better learn more.

ps: no bashing, please. gue cuma ngeluarin pendapat. demokrasi kan? ^_^v

i found this on tumblr. this is epic <3 credit to fyeahkyuhyun & MRSTARCRAFT