hai! hai! kalo lagi ga ada kerjaan, mampir sini matanya, mas, mbak. dibaca dulu silahkan~ tapi ini cuman pengen ngepos iseng doang sih. kali kali diantara kalian ada yg lagi browsing, tapi bingung mau ngapain lagi yah (saking seringnya browsing). siapa tau situs situs yg sering gue buka ini bermanfaat buat kalian HOHO.

berdasarkan startpage Chrome gue, inilah situs2 yg menduduki peringkat teratas "Most Viewed" *tiup terompet* :

1. animeplus.tv

HAHAHAHAHA i dont even know why, sering banget mampir kesini. bukan cuma mampir sih, menetap kali ya -_- awalnya gara2 anime Ouran High School Host Club. habis itu nagih nyari2 anime ber-genre Shoujo lain lain. nyasar deh sampe nonton Itazura na Kiss, Kare Kano, Bokura ga Ita, terus sekarang lagi Special A. anime yang ga penting semua sih tapi buat hiburan ini menghibur banget lol.......

2. fairytailonlinetv.com

okay, dont judge -_- emang top teratas anime semua (ya ampun well jauh2 di jerman nonton anime mulu), tapi ga semua kok *_* ini semua gara2 makhluk namanya Fhassi yang tega nyimpen Fairy Tail anime di laptopnya terus ngebiarin gue nonton terus ngebiarin gue jadi suka banget. dia memang jahat, guys :| tapi emang seru!!!!!!! *bela diri*

3. youtube.com

kalo ini sih wajar ya. dari liat yang paling random kayak Harlem Shake original Army Ver, sampe video perbandingan Samsung Galaxy S2 dan S3 -_- liat video2 kpop, liat video2 artis youtube, sampe kepoin video orang yg gue kenal *ups ketauan*. all you can see lah~

4. ebay.de

ini baru semingguan ini sih demen buka ebay. nyari barang2 murah....... maklum kehidupan student disini sangat tergantung dengan jumlah euro yang ada di rekeningnya. jadi mikirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr dulu banyak2 kalo mau bebelian(?).

5. situs download (keepvid.com dan mp3skull.com)

tanpa keterangan :|

6. jejaring sosial

macam Facebook dan Twitter. atau yang baru baru macam Soundcloud, mungkin?

7. frieda.hs-coburg.de/netstorage/

kalo ini............... buat ambil materi pelajaran/nyerahin tugas. oke ini ga penting -_-

itu aja sih guys kayaknya. maaf kalo ga membantu sama sekali wakakakaka :D 

selamat lanjut browsing!

salam hangat dingin dari Jerman, guys!

sekarang gue udah resmi jadi anak kuliahan hahaha. sounds fun, right? sebenernya gue ngincer Medical Faculty, tapi karna banyak banget halangannya (baca: undangan buat ikut tes cuman 1 univ yang keluar), jadi terpaksa tertunda dulu semester ini. daaaaaaan it means, sekarang major gue Teknik di STK Hochschule Coburg :| it's okay since there are many reasons why i love staying in Coburg, and why i looooooooove my classmates!

THIS IS COBURG!

Coburg bukan kota besar kayak Berlin, Frankfurt, Hamburg. dia cuma kota kecil di daerah bagian Bayern. iya Bayern iya. that means, biaya hidup lo bakal sedikit lebih mahal ya-_- leteh ngirit e wkwk. tapi enak deh kotanya ga hectic, woles lah. ke pusat kotanya lo bisa jalan doang cuman 15 menit paling. orangnya juga ramah ramah, contohnya di apartemen gue. they all say "hello" and "tschuess" pas ketemu di lift. bahkan ada yg ngajak ngobrol, nanya2 yagitu deh pokoknya.

hal kedua yg bikin gue agak males ngejar tes Medizin lagi dan ninggalin Coburg adalah MY CLASS! gue masuk di kelas Internasional dulu, because they have to make sure kita bisa ngikutin pelajaran nanti pas udah gabung sama anak2 asli jerman.

just so you know, di kelas ini gue sama Gitta sama Revi are the only girls. HAHAHA-_- sedih, karna agak susah make friends sama cowok2. seneng, karna berasa ratu (?) yah lupakan.

ada trio Guatemala namanya Santiago, Walid sama Franz. ada orang2 Maroko namanya Almontacer, Reda, Hassan, Agourame, Abdellah sama Illias. ada orang Meksiko namanya Philip (waspada ini orang agak cacad wkwkwk nyablak banget). ada orang Peru namanya Louis. ada orang Albania namanya Kris (ini mirip Viktor Krum). ada orang Etiopia cooooy jauh kan hahahaha namanya Buruk (please dont translate it to Indonesian-_-). dan ada orang Indonesia lagi satu namanya Dariant. mau yg ganteng? adaaaa. mau yg lucu? adaaaa. mau yg asik? adaaaa. mau yg pinter juga adaaaa. lucu aja kelas ini gue suka. dan disini gue dipanggil Rafiqoh hahahahahahahahahahaha.

Hey Rafiqoh! Wie geht's?

 but i should tell you that this is THE WORST WINTER EVER. bahkan orang2 jerman sendiri bilang "es ist der schlimmste Winter". ga kelar2 gila. today and tomorrow and the day after , the sun shines. after that, snow comes again. when will it be the spring that you guys talked about? was ist der Fruehling eigentlich? kenne ich nicht :"|

okaaaaaay. short post. i hope it's enough to describe how am i doing here. i'll post again later on. see you guys! <3

hi pals! it's me again, after all exams that i've been through, after that long journey just to get that Faculty Medicine, it comes to a new beginning.

"maksudnya new beginning, well?"

ya itu. kadang, rencana yang udah lo buat dan lo yakin bakal dijalanin berakhir ga sesuai harapan. malah bahkan, melampaui harapan lo sendiri yang lo ga pernah terpikir. contoh: GUE.

yeah i was once dreamed, i wanna enroll a university abroad. dan itu cuma sekilas mimpi, ga pernah gue pikirin lagi selanjutnya. gue berencana masuk Pendidikan Dokter di universitas yang gue pengenin di Indonesia. but, it's not fucking easy, dear~~~ i've tried so many times and i just got bumped everytime. i felt like "God, i'm a dumb, really".

di ujung-ujung pengharapan, akhirnya sekitar bulan Agustus awal, mama nelfon, ngasih tau ada program studi ke Jerman.

JERMAN, MA?! ................................. 

sejauh-jauhnya mimpi gue cuma ke Australia (re: nyusul pacar). i was like "wtf, itu jauh banget!"

yah tapi why not? kalo ada kesempatan kan. akhirnya, gue ambil and HERE I AM. di Jakarta Selatan, terdampar di Kemang (re: daerah anak gaul dan bule) buat kursus bahasa Jerman sampe Desember nanti.

gue gasuka di Kemang :( tempat makan elite semua dan mahal, mau warteg tapi jauh banget. terus suka macet gitu hhh. hidup ~_~

and you guys should always pray for me, ya! viel Gluck fur meine Aufnahme test hier und Studienkolleg test dort:) i will go to Germany on January, 2014 with my friends who also take course at the Exzellenz Institut. Good Luck for us!!! g&k.

We, met for the first time years ago and then fell in love at first sight
Baby, wherever i go, you stand by my side like a shadow
Now and then, there are so many many things to prove our love
Even when I’m hurt, even when I fall, she’s the only one remaining by my side

*Baby baby baby baby baby, let’s never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, the one who i choose is only you

Even to my tears, even to my little smiles.. Do you know?
That it all came from you

Don’t say such things like you’ve gotten old already because I make you worry so much
No matter how I look at it, for me, there is no one in this world that is as beautiful as you are (don’t even say such things)
I don’t know why you keep staying with me. And also I’m sorry because I am not enough for you
But still try to believe. I will I will do well

*Baby baby baby baby baby, let’s never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, the one who i choose is only you
Even to my tears, even to my little smiles.. Do you know?
That it all came from you

Even if it seems the words ‘There is no one but you’ looks so obvious , how do I show you my heart?
Even though we fight, even when we say we hate (each other) to death, doesn’t your heart know already?
Those days of only beautiful things, seeing together only the good things about us, eating together, having fun together, crying together and laughing together
Thank you for believing in me that i won’t fall and for standing by my side. Really thank you

*Baby baby baby baby baby, let’s never break up
Oh my lady lady lady lady lady, I really love you
Shawty shawty shawty shawty shawty, the one who i choose is only you

I will always thank you and love you

-  Super Junior

June, 7th 2012. 9.31. i am writing this post. well, tiba tiba pengen aja curhat di blog. firstly, thanks Allah, the only God yang Maha Segalanya udah ngasih saya kesempatan buat ikut dalam SNMPTN Undangan 2012. gue bersyukur banget jadi salah satu orang yg beruntung bisa ikutan jalur undangan. tapi gue juga harus tetep bersyukur dan lapang dada, kalo ternyata gue ngga cukup beruntung buat lolos SNMPTN Undangan tersebut.

guys, this is still the biggest shocktherapy i've ever had :( you can't imagine how speechless i was when i saw the result. mau nangis aja rasanya udah gabisa, saking kecewanya gue. gue cuma diem, meratiin itu tulisan satu-satu. siapa tau aja ada yang salah. but, no. this was not my way to enroll the university.

gue sedih? iya. kecewa? banget. tapi yaudahlah ga perlu dipikirin. artinya gue harus fokus ke jalur yang lain, dan disini lah gue. di Depok bareng2 fadhila, sila, momod, adhan, farhan, denny, alief, bimbel intensif buat persiapan snmptn jalur ujian tulis.

maaf ya entri kali ini agak2 mellow ~_~ gue masih mikir sampe sekarang, apa cuma dengan cara masuk FK baru orangtua gue bisa bangga? :( kenapa sih semua FK dimana mana jadi favorit? gue ngerasa kemampuan gue ga nyampe kesana, ga bakal bisa lolos FK (kecuali mukjizat). intinya gue takut banget, udah ngabisin uang orangtua buat bimbel, buat ongkos pkp-depok, living cost disini, daftar ujian sana sini, then i get nothing. sumpah, i'm on the highest level of scared. gue takut ngecewain orang tua, takut.

kenapa sih gue diharuskan masuk FK? gue merasa ngga sepinter itu................apa gue bisa? sekarang, gue cuma bisa usaha, usaha semaksimal mungkin, belajar supaya kemungkinan buat lulus semakin besar. ya Allah, malu banget rasanya cuma inget Allah di saat gue lagi sedih, lagi susah, lagi lemah, astaghfirullahaladzim. maafin hamba, ya Allah. bantu hamba buat ngelewatin semua ini, supaya ngga ngecewain orang orang tersayang. ya Allah, hamba mohon ridho-Mu :(

usaha, doa, tawakal. semangat, Wella! masih ada waktu buat usaha dan berdoa lebih giat! don't give up, you can't just skip this chance away! :")

kay, guys. it was my first experience on watching idol's concert. as you see the title, it was Super Junior's concert at Jakarta, Indonesia. well, you couldn't imagine how excited i was when this event was confirmed by Showmaxx Ent! ><

*left to right* me, anggun, nana, jehi, fani.

yg nemenin gue ngantri dr jam 1 siang sampe setengah 6 (120428)

I bought two tickets, on 28 i got the Superbox C (standing) and on 29 was the Junior VIP M tix (seating). hahahahaha i almost spent my whole money for these currrazy things ~_~

i was so so so amazed and entertained with SJ's performance >< they really brought the joy for ELF there. apalagi yg waktu opening pake lagu Superman, baru kepala kepala doang muncul dari jauh item2 gue udah lompat2 teriak ~_~ *abaikan* walopun cape berdiri terus yah 3 jam lebih tp worth it loh, bisa liat dr deket banget!

bahkan gue masih sempet cubit2 pipi apa mimpi apa bukan, saking ga percayanya. but, for me the most flawless men are Donghae and Hyukjae!!! can't stop spazzing about them, can't stay calm even if they appeared only on the VCR lol :D

their voice r great! esp Kyuhyun and Yesung. well, their recorded voices on the CDs are exactly the same if you listen to it LIVE. no doubt, thumbs up! :D

Ryeowookie is like my younger sister, hahahaha he ran and jumped here and there, smiled widely and waved smoothly. he was so cute even when he performed a bit sexy dance with Moves Like Jagger song >< Teukie is the most kind leader in the world, he bowed much to us, waved much, made eye contact. Siwon was swag *_* Sungmin was so cute like a rabbit, except when he performed One In A Million, too much sexiness ==" and Shindong was so cool when he danced to Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi by Vidi Aldiano :D

i never regret those moments, esp when Donghae looked at me, smiled and waved u,u most unforgettable moment. the fanchants were so loud! <3 and the sapphire blue ocean...

[the stage]

[sapphire blue ocean from junvip M]

[stage after concert from superbox C]

see you next time, oppars. 

-Indonesia gadis ^^

the very first thing to say is A HUGE SORRY for not coming to your birthday party. sebenernya gue tau, itu bukan cuma 'yasinan' biasa. gue tau itu juga sekaligus acara ulang tahunnya elu yg ke-17. tapi, gue malu. sekali lagi ya, gue malu dateng kesana ga bawa apa2 buat elu == petantang petenteng dateng with no birthday present? well....... then i chose not to come at all.

gue kira itu bukan masalah besar, tapi habis baca postingannya di blog gue merasa agak 'tersentil' hahahaha. gue inget banget, pas gue ulang tahun ke 16, malem sebelumnya dia nanya gue suka barang mana pas di naughty? gue bilang aja tas yg biru corak bunga itu. eh besoknya dia ngadoin gue itu. unexpectedly.

hey one of my close friend, temen galau masalah kuliah, temen nonton film, rekan debat, cewe yang hidupnya paling blak blakan (lol), so sorry for not coming. give you a birthday present soon, honey ;)